… I feel there are many things I have never done because I was too busy loving my ex and trying to be a perfect piece of his world.

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It’s a little sad to know that even then when I thought I was happy, I actually wasn’t really that happy to begin with. Maybe that’s why he did what he did.

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Four hours, six stores, and fourteen dresses later, I finally arrive at the reception one hour late.

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As I stare up at the ceiling, I remember Alex’s parting question, whether or not he will see me at his sister’s reception tomorrow. I still don’t know what to do.

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Alex lives in your “typical French apartment” as he titled it. Google it, he really does.

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I have spent 5 days in Paris. Each of them somehow filled with Alex …

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Have you ever realized that deboarding a plane is akin to what it may feel like for a line of cattle meandering on their way to slaughter? Or am I just being morbid? I think I’m just being morbid.

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